[Please hold like. Twenty minutes or so while he lies down on the nearest horizontal surface, covers his head, and tells himself to just not do this. He just got done dealing with sensitIV's special brand of crazy like. Three days ago.]
[And this particular last text veers uncomfortably close to something Lucifel told him back when they were still friends.]
[And she'll just leave it at that because she's already horribly cringing over that last line even though it is true
and she does not know his history with Lucifel, or really sensitIV's history of dubious behavior, she just knows that she killed one or more of his friends, and she can understand his feeling very apprehensive about that, and ultimately all she can really do to repair her reputation is just to be on good behavior in the long run
so that's what she'll try to do, even if everything is still painful and sad right now and she feels like a monster trying to impose some sort of forgiveness on people she hurt]
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crossmyheartandhope) wrote2036-12-02 03:00 am
Re: day 118
[And this particular last text veers uncomfortably close to something Lucifel told him back when they were still friends.]
[And he's tired, and this is a bad idea, and -]
hurricane: thanks
hurricane: for telling me
Re: day 118
and she does not know his history with Lucifel, or really sensitIV's history of dubious behavior, she just knows that she killed one or more of his friends, and she can understand his feeling very apprehensive about that, and ultimately all she can really do to repair her reputation is just to be on good behavior in the long run
so that's what she'll try to do, even if everything is still painful and sad right now and she feels like a monster trying to impose some sort of forgiveness on people she hurt]
Re: day 118