I still got you all hurt. I let her come in the first place. I fucked up the dirt thing, I guess? I didn't find anything good--called you off from the crash site when that shoulda been the first place to check. You were good to go and I--I ruined it.

[She closes her palm, which doesn't make her hand tremble any less. Digs her nails in in an attempt to hold it together; forces her voice back down the octave]

I just-- I wanted to tell you, I'm so, so sorry, for everything. I, I ain't gonna run away, and I understand if you're--tired--but I just wanted to see you, and...say it in person, at least.